不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
been 2 weeks. wat lies beyond? when will the crying stop? when will my heart stop having the sourish feeling ? when will it stop hurting that much ? got 4 months to forget the previous one. how bout this time round?
Mood swings , depression all in a day. of cus there are times in a day when i got so busy that i dun talk bout you or think bout you , i am the usual cheerful me. but most part of the day, i am not excited bout living my life at all . f1 is here. i am not the least excited bout it. even when i am in the vicinity yst , hearing the engines roaring , i feel nth. have i become so overwhelmed by my own emotions that i dun feel anymore ? or have i drained out all my emotions in exchange for ur indifference. i dunno . it hits me real hard. it’s something that i dun expect . i’m glad you have moved on. it’s still me thinking too much .
i have a fren who mentioned that she must be a dog in her previous life. cus of the character : faithful. i tink i must be her companion in my previous life too. haha~ simply comes when our previous owner dump us at spca cos they couldnt commit to take care of us anymore or other reasons that they might found a new love. our world revolve around our owner but owner has a life to lead that is more impt than us. will they even look back for the last time and see how pathetic we look and feel sorry when they hear us cry?
there’s too much to take for now. i am not coping well emotionally. sch started and i wished you are among the ones who encourage mi and care for me.
i’m leaving tis space for a greener pasture. too much depressing stuff over the past mths. this blog is getting veri dead and not alive anymore. i started tis blog in last year december period, christmas season ( the season of love and giving) . i’m glad i have faithful readers who are very encouraging. i’m pleasantly surprised by some of you as i didnt noe u guys read my blog. Thank you for all ur support. =)
I dont know when i will start blogging again but i’ll let my known faithful readers noe my new address if i decide to start one. It will be a cheerful post . i promise. i hope i wun be stuck for too long .
ta da~ there goes my last entry . bye everyone
Wise! Hang out soon ah!